Tuesday, March 31, 2009

april fool coming!!

1/4/2009 12:05am
haihzzz...soemone just break my record..zzz
sorry to hurt u..
who ask u are the 2nd ppl who confess to me at april fool in my life..
sorry la...i really dont want...not the time nw..
hmn...you will find a better one..
friendship forever!!!

31/3/2009
tomoro is April fool..such a meaningful day for me.
i still remember u, cheap pig..
whr u??uk??u are the one who come into my mind..
haha..never forget the memories you give me since my form 4 april fool.
i think no one will confess on april fool and keep ask for trust..
i trust u..but sorry..i always make u sad..
although there are many time and many years you always come to me
walk with me every evening, come to find me before and after your tuision class..all is good and sweet memory for me..thks..

whr u?i miss u so much..hope u been well in apart of the world.
i have tried to contact you, but i duno whr to find u..
hope you remember our friendship.
anyway, if u read this, just give me a reply..
friendship 4ever..

Friday, March 27, 2009

mid nite!!

i feel tired, but i dont allow myself sleep..
watching a korea drama..
our frenship still there?
frenship sometime is easy to be broke..
but i will stand on my position and continue my love provider..
lol..my fren...dun upset..i will always here for you..
no matter how upset you are..
why i dont feel to sleep?
pimples keep come to me this few days..

dont know why i force myself look at the computer
writing this blog become a daily work for me already.
everyday i feel alot different people different stuff..
and i want overcome my weakness in my life..
why suddenly mention my weaknessess?
haha..because i want to protect people around me..
lol..is time to continue my korea drama..hohoho!!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

i have a bad morning!!

heavy rain...this morning
i was wet when i reach college
my mood just like the rain
i cried..and i hide

i receive a called from my aunt..about my sister again..
i reali duno wat can i do
but i cant run away from this
i need help, someone encourage me
help me out from this pressure

i think i was change as my aunt said..become a egotism,m i?
i have no idea,i change till i din realize
i feel upset..i wana cry but i dun have a shoulder..
i have to be strong..dun cry anymore..
and i have to change my attitude..i shud care more about ppl around me
dun hurt ppl..i might not worth for a heart's coming..
but i will give my heart to ppl..
i shudnt live alone..this make me lost myself..
i need a roomate..a roomate who can listen to me
and we can share everything,like shuqinzz, my best fren.
but she nw at kampar..==

but i think i can find a roomate next year..
shud be fun..like when i was secondary..
contract will stop at sept..but i have no idea what goin to happen..
so dun wori about it 1st..after blog it ..i feel better liao..
i hope i can face everything easily..
i think mayb i shud pray more with my heart.
if not, why problem awes happen?haha..

Monday, March 23, 2009

love is strong enough to make dream come true

The reader..i wrote this after i finished this mv..
he is strong..in mind..in life..in everything..but her..
he will do everything for the gal..
he read the stories for her,record it..
although this action not a big deal..
but it come out with love..
he complete everything with love..
sometime, you might lie or hurt your love..
but you do not need to buy a gift to apologize,
what you need is just a word 'sorry'..said it with your heart

she will feel it..and this is the most touch in the world.
whatever you spoke, please spoke with your heart..
love is simple and blind!
no one is wrong in love, no one is strong in love,
because love come with two people
if you are alone, u will never feel love..
love must at least two..better don more than two..
is a bit complicated..haha..
hope you are in love..

Saturday, March 21, 2009

hey! problem stay away from me!!

today i spend whole day with my coursemate for gbc..
but i cant concentrate, bcz of my family members..
i receive alot called from them,
i reali out of mind.. duno what can i do on it?
problem keep come to me..luckily i'm single nw..
if nt, my bf sure veri charm..

i duno wat to do with my family members,
i feel apologize to my dear coursemate..
he let me pinch..haha...so sori..
but i have no choice..they give me too much pressure adi.
whole day..even i come back at nite..
my dear aunt still give me the called to ask me how?
i adi know she will call, but too late, i tot she will call early..
my uncle dont dare bring me to jb,
he reali scare of me, when i angry ( i think)
i'm not the eldest..
but i have to bear all the responsibility.
sometime i wan to disappear like no body business,
but i know i cant..
izzit everyone have same problem as me??
mayb yea, i think no one will like problem..

i'm nt fierce, but i like o scare ppl..
if i reali angry, no one dare to close to me...
lolzzzzz...
emo-ing for whole day==

Friday, March 20, 2009

Real Escape!!

she run away!!
why she did it?

how come she do that?

i want to..but i'm just a nervouse.
if can, i will do the same thing ..
but its reali unbearable..why she make everyone worries?
its not right..she cant do that..
she will regret..

my holiday...just worries about her..
i try to dont care her..but i cant..
why i worries to ppl who not worth for me..
just bcz of her status?one of my family..
u will need to come back..i will make you regret with your attitude..
you dare to do so, u must able to afford..

Friday, March 13, 2009

why so complicated?

OM..!!!why things happened non-stop?

how to make a ppl feel he/she is being concern by everyone?
freedom awes giving to them,but the result is "you all dun ever care about me"...how?what can i do?

nothing can be solve in one moment.
things happened everyone single moment.
why cant you be mature abit..if u reali wan to.
dun just go away without a message.
we care bout you..dont u understand?why??

dont be childish anymore.it doesnt help u to prove u mature enuf.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Marley & Me

tomoro i will go meet Marley again..
i love Marley...he is honest and touch..
he will stick with you no matter u r stupid/smart, rich/poor..
he will give u a good and sweet memory..
is good to have you,Marley..

when you leaves, that the time know how important u r..
so touch for Marley & Me..

everyone dont simply throw away your pet..
dont scold them..bcz they are perfect,and no one can replace..
Marley..u so cute..

Saturday, March 7, 2009

time management is important!!

i missed the bus to back my hometown..
i woke up late,but i woke up at 10am..my bus is 12pm.
izzit serendipity that i should stay at kl this weekend?
i wasted my money, the ticket cost me rm26.
i can do alot of thing with this money.

today, my fren joint the modelling audition,
she finally quit..but she said she goin to join astro singing competition..
i support u..gambateh..

a silly things happen..heavy raining at timesquare..
normally is ppl get to fall down..but today my ice cream fall down..
sad lol..is world class chocolate leh!!
i only have half..huhu..poor ice cream..

i want add my friend in my blog..but i duno how to do ?
can someone help me?i reali idiot with this kind of things.
help me help me..

Monday, March 2, 2009

a different day!

today is a different day for me.
i having a different feeling in my heart,
izzit maybe i found out that i shouldnt rely on someone too much?
i feel free..so much of freedom in my heart.
sometime i will feel upset when i imagine the pic that u with another gal,
but today i didnt feel upset anymore,i think i starting to accept everything happened in my life already. i dont know is good o bad.
but for me, this is a new experience.
something changing, something come in my life,something leaves me without notice. everything keep moving without waiting for me.
therefore, i dont think i should waiting and waste my life.

this is a good feeling..it make me feel flying..hehe..
i should have a new life, without u, i still can live out my own life.
i dont know why we break?mayb this will always remind me when someone come after me, i think i'm not good enough for u,bcz no one is perfect.i hope i can help those gals who had the same problem with me..
cheer up!!we should live in wonderful!!
gals who have her own style is worth to get a MR.Right's love.

why i attract you b4?why u give up in the end?
why you dont appreciate me?why i not good enough?
why i want to live in bad bcz of u?
will you break my heart?
although not directly hurt me..

alot of 'why?' in my mind..
but i already starting to accept question without answer..
love is like that..not neccessary must get each other.
if you really love someone, happiness is what you want to give.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

OMG!i didnt step out from my room for wholeday!!

OMG!!
what's going on with me?
tired?lazy?boring?
ahhhh!!
i chat with a lovely gal today,
i found tat everyone who have same problem,
probably will group together.
hehe!!is good o bad leh?
i have no idea!she was so brave, same with another gal.
seems i reali a nervouse,not matter how strong i m.
i will probably a weaker in relationship..

gals,cheer up!!
dont easy to give up!!
we can make them understand our love to them and touch their heart.
gambateh!bcz u all have do the best!!not like me,a loser.
i hope to see u both can live happily.
Gogogo!!trust what u want and go to get!!