normal life

could i have a normal life?
i awes messed up everything in peace..
why??why i make myself in trouble?
haih...zzz..my fren oso won care me liao..
bcz they keep protect me, but i keep make myself in trouble..

dis few day stay at fren hs..i found tat..i nid a home..
huhu..homeless people like me, awes involve in trouble..
i miss my warm family..if i can stay wif my family den i will less in trouble.
fren and human remember appreciate ur family..bcz they make u stay in a limited..
then u won get into trouble..

crab island

today i went to crab island...
i eat alot seafood..
and today is han yin celeb birthday at yuan steambot.
i ate steambot for two days adi..
i wil gg soon..

i hope evrything bcome normal..i borrow the stupid fellow book..
den i nt dare to return to him, haih...so charm..
hope everything can b normal and go back to the previouse..
i dunwan complicated rs and life..
i awes messed up..nw i make my self in trouble!!
wat can i do?huhu..rs reali complicated..fren oso can be complicated..
i jz wan b normal and peace in my life...

can i have wat i wan?but i dun wan b selfish..T.T

dis few day, i was so blur..and tension..
i awes think about him and hope he can stay beside me when i nid him..

my fren dated again..she was so happinese and lucky..
hope the guy can treat her well..dun disappointed her..

selfish is a bad thing, but every1 ask me do so..
i duno how to b selfish and i dun want to be..
is bad ...sometime i feel if i m selfish mayb i will feel better.
but when i tend to be, i feel bad and dun even step out.
haih...wat can i do??can i hav wat i wan without selfish??

i wan treat everyone nice,but it doesnt mean anything..
jz wanna be a gud person in my life...dun selfish oso cant??

TO A STUPID FELLOW,i jz wan b normal fren wif u..dun think too much..
it wasnt fun, and u make me mad, i won step in anymore...
i hate wat u did to me..so i won disturb u anymore..
never have this treatment..u reali a bastard!!

爱你 是我的心情

x'mas eve-24/12/2008..a lonely x'mas in my life..

i go back to the place that we like to go-the curve..
my classmate brought me there and we enjoy the moment..
but in my heart, i know i feel touch when i c everything that related your smile,your hugs..

we had a sweet x'mas eve and x'mas in last year..
it awes in my mind..whr r u?
izzit far away from me ??
i will bring our memory along with me..

Juz for U!

when will u back?
izzit nothing can be change anymore??
this year dongzi, i nt have it alone..
i celeb with my fren family..

i drink alot and quite drunk..
i miss u so much..
castle already cracks, i need time to repair it..
if i cant have wat i wan ,i will destroy everything i have..

i know u wont care what i did, and i oso duno wat can i do for u,
but when you feel it, can you just turn back and look at me..
myy love and heart just for 'U'...

why everything come so fast and happen so fast!???

i done something i never think i will do!!
i duno how to explain??how to wrote down?
jz can said:" i make my life more complicated again!"

will i regret??i duno...
so wat can i do@@
waiting my mr.right??o continue my playgal life??
haha///
my fren sure kill me if i bcom playgal//
but i am adi..no choice..
i start the game ,i will continue myself..
my game, my rules...

crazzy charity nite!!

17/12 ,wed 2008

we hav a charity dinner at main campuses..
today is my classmate chin yee birthday,
so sori i cant go yamcha wif her at nitexx..
i plan to back home..
but i change my mind in last minute..

haha///
i think i might too actives in that nitez.
me ,jason and nick...three of us went to GENTING at 1030pm..
haha...we r so cold and wear thinly..
cant imaging the pic anymore..
we r shake when we walk on GENTING at 2am...

everyone misunderstand our relationship..
my life become mess again..
haha!!!
mayb dis is my life//whohooo ..enjoy!!