Tuesday, October 27, 2009

想写

想写的欲望
不知道想写的原因
最近 刚刚完成了五天的工作
身理和心理 因为工作和感情 我觉得好累
不喜欢猜测 不喜欢含糊不清
可是事情往往不如想象的容易
他画在我身上的图案 我明白了
可是还是有那么一点点地质疑
质疑他对我的感情到底是什么
也质疑我自己对感情的定义
徘徊在纠缠不清的感情世界
不清楚自己的感觉
我想呆在自己的圈圈理?
还是 踏出第一步
勇敢地接受我和他的感情?
一切要到那个时候
决定才会知晓
Juz LeT It b 

Thursday, October 8, 2009

举棋不定

今天 我和自己对棋
law ?mapi?
这两科棋子 我必须放弃一科
最后 law赢得我的爱
虽然这步棋 下得很艰难
最终还是有了结局

一波未停一波又起
runway?photoshoot?
我今天告诉aliya
我真的好想参于runway
虽然我是最没有经验的
可是我一定会做到最好

很抱歉 我没有想过你的计划
我不知道 你想把我训练成photoshoot model
我觉得我们应该把所有的计划都说出来

突然间 发现生活越来越没规律
一切来得太快 太匆忙
开学的第一个星期 有莫名的一股气压在心里
我无法呼吸 拼命的挣扎
希望那天我能得到属于我的氧气

接受吧!这是我的人生!

Friday, October 2, 2009

N o InteRnet Life!!

i had move to my new house at ridzuan condo
Now left only thai, u jian and me stay together
i dont like this new house because i was scared by 3 big cockroaches
HUHU:( i dont like the toilet (their house)
i have to do something on my fierce
if not, ridzuan residences will kill me while i scream

school going to start
study life is coming in few days time
today i still confuse whether i should change my option module
MAPI oLAW??UL:MAPI;WEN:LAW
different ppl have opposite opinion haha:)
ppl who prefer MAPI :Law Is Fix,We can study by ourselves
ppl who prefer LAW:Mapi can study and learn through experience,but for Law,u will not study by ourselves since Law is boring and Fix
WHich one i suppose to take?will have to wait i attend both classes


my DEAR UL getting busy oso
conversation with him(ytd nite)
UL:will you miss my hug during the nite?
Me:yes.mayb..y?
UL:i'm getting busy and i might not able to come often for you..how?
Me:i'm ok..and understand..my school life will b busy and i will b very tired since i use my brain again...hehe:) dun worry my dear...
UL:really?
Me:but if i miss you,then how?
UL:i will come to you as fast as i can!!once you call,i will come to you.
Me:can u sleep without my hug?
UL:shud b ok!!
MY DEAR UL,lets fight for our own future!!
NGek NGek!!

Last word!!
i wan my internet back...HUHU:( T_T