Thursday, April 30, 2009

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different people will have different point of view
i just finish a conversation with my best friend
i know this is unfair to her to hear all the disatisfy about her bf.
her bf oso our best fren.haih...i dun like this conflict la..

fair is difficult to have amongst people..
before expect people do well, we must done our part 1st..
if u dint tell people, people wouldnt know what you have done..
mayb your privacy do not need to share with us
but groupwork..please la..
dun keep it..tell us...dun expect we ask from u
u r adult ady..and we wont ask you again n again

different people know different things..
what we understand and what you understand is different..
i dun hope conflict happen amongst us..
i just hope everything will be well..
i duno what gone wrong amongst us..
but it seem different than before ady..
if only me misunderstood then i will apologize..
but not only me lo..so i hope thing will settle down asap..
huhu...i cant study bcz of this la..
i hate conflict and misunderstood..


this just my personal feeling at the particular of time..

study week!!

study study study!!
too busy and full of planning within this two weeks..
too greedy adi..too many stuff have to do..

hahahahaha..
going crazy soon..
study..hair show..interview..
yaya..i have to go for interview in sunway..
internsip programme..so lucky can get the interview..
then i can spend my time with fren and stay at KL..

exam please pass in a second..let me take a long break..
clubing ...i want to go with my fren..i have promise a few of them..
but i was too busy within this two months..
sorry for ffk...no choice la..
study and work is more important.
TIME oso very important la!!who ask all of us free in different timing..
wahaha...!!#^&

this is the plan after exam:
20/5 after 6pm..yaya..mongolia steambot>sing K>till midnite
21/5 watch movie(korea mv)wakaka>shopping-for my work>drama-ing(non-stop)
22/5 sleep wholeday...wahaha...kacau my fiancee--thaithai..u die la..
23/5 prepare for my LAN hope fast fast finish these two subjects...

then i can go for travel-singapore...shopping...wohooo!!
after tat have to fight for my career..hope i can achieve the target.then i can go taiwan next year
with FREE...and bring my mom along...
BOSS u prepare your MONEY la>>>

huhhuhuhu!!fast fast pass this suffer month la..
GAMBATEH xindy!!!fighting!!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

流浪记

这几天 到处去睡 到不同的人的家
不想留在家 不想一个人 心 不在书上

最近 会频频想起他 为什么呢?
我还以为自己已经不会再想起他了
今天 我因为向着他的事 我忘了下车
sighs...为什么??
一直以为的事 和想象中的有差
我应该说吗?? 还是 就让自己遗憾?
有差吗?我也不知道.
啊!! 想离开 这是我流浪的原因
到处去 到处遇见不同的人事物
这应该才是真正的我 因为 我一直都酱生活
一直以来 没有人可以让我停下
当我想起他 我停下脚步 学会看看身边的一切
可惜 我还是会继续我的旅程
因为 他不会挽留我 停下我的步伐
唯一 要我做自己喜欢的事 是他
太多的可惜存在我们之间
不想用我和他 这让我感觉到好远

今天 我会想起我们的回忆
没有开始就没有结束 我们共同的信念
可是在所有人的心 代表着爱情没有发生过
当我伸出手 还会碰到你吗?
当我需要你 你会关心我吗?
没有心读书 没有心留在同一个地方
可以告诉我 我们在一起过吗?

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

我是怎么了?

昨天 我测试了 我值得男人疼惜吗?
答案 我不值得 我还得疼男人 ==
就因为我太strong...=="'
thai said: " the ans very accurate.."
me: " why?"
thai:"bcz i let ppl feel im strong, i can do everything!"
me:" shuold i asked guy help even i know how to do?"
thai:"yes, den only can show i'm a gal.."
me:"huhu!!no one can help me la..who can i asked?"
thai:"zzz"
me:" i also dun wan i can learn thing by just look at it la"
thai:" strong lo"
me:" == i also need help , i'm not really strong"
thai:"...u can de la.."

huhuhu!!
i dun wan like tat la..
wan simple normal gal..
stupid quiz..my fren asked me dun believe..
but thai-know me almoz 7years, he said so..
i wan cry in front of him but i wont cry in front of him..
never cry in front of him..onli best fren n boyfren..
no boyfren, and i cant simply cry in front of my fren..
they will scare and this is not suit me..haih..

want quit my study and work as stewardess..
travel around leaves here
think think should be ok..
haha..reali duno why cant study at home..
change environment..
should bcome tougher ..
dun think to much..
no relationship no conflict no passed no 'thing'
stupid 'thing' stay away from me...
dun awes come into my mind..
i dun like..go back to ur own world..stupid stupud..

Monday, April 20, 2009

new born baby!!

i miss my mum, dad, my family..
hmn...today 9am, i came back from ipoh by KTM>>
when i reach subang jaya..i found out that i duno the way to college=='''
vivi laugh on me..but luckily got her, she came to pick me..muakzz.

a new born baby..3weeks..she so small..
i love her..i love all the babies in this world..
i shud open my child care center as soon as possible..
i love u my dear cousin..u so cute..muakz muakz muakz..
haih...i duno how to post the picture..i upload at facebook la..

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Have a new start for my studies n life!!

today me and my frenzzz-total 9 ppl
we went to sakae sushi...we got profit lol..
eat more than we paid...
haha...reali have a good experience..

i promise my fren become her model on 9may2009
the show will held at sunway..the title is NATURAL
what is NATURAL??
what will be my hair style on that day?
and will change my hair style after that day...==''

need a guy model for my frenzz..
duno who can i asked for..
bcz no payment for the show
but can have fun...
anyone interest??

i wear spec today..but with my contact lense...
my eyes keep alergic ...wat happen leh??
i cant c anything if no lense==!!

watched a movie with ejae..shinjiku==
so cruel...==""T.T
cut some part somemore..
haihzz...tired...final left 3weeks only..
is time to study hard and smart..
GAMBATEH XINDY...
I know u can do it ..

Thursday, April 9, 2009

你我他

你我他

一切的一切, 发生在一瞬间。。。
没有停下的意识。。
今天听到 一份感动的爱
就算结局可能是 单恋 或 相爱
可是他还是为她付出他的真心
每天小小的付出 早餐 安慰的拥抱
静静的聆听 简单的微笑 每天的一封信息
一段简单的通话 爱恋的眼神

你会感动吗?
简单的爱 没有伪装 没有隐瞒
好久好久 没有对你微笑
好久好久 没有对你坦白
这原本发生在我们之间的一切

我看到 同样发生在他们身上
结局会是如何 我希望是甜蜜 是开心
是永远的爱 虽然 偶尔的吵闹 难过
天下没有十全十美的
爱也没有完整的

如果爱情是两个人的事
那。。一个人的爱呢?
难道这就不是爱情了吗?

逃避 漠视 断绝 懦弱
面对 相望 联系 勇敢
不过是一线之差
有谁能够 远离这一切

是时候 勇敢的把一切 画上休止符
对他人的建议 是否可以放在我的身上
最后的拥抱 最后的告白 最后的最后
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Friday, April 3, 2009

happy day!!

this will be the 1st blog without emo..i think

lol..how to start?start with yesterday la..
i found tat i been fooled by my ex..==
i reali duno how to comment on this ..i reali stupid la..
april fool..i still believe him..make all my frens laugh on me lol..
but nvm lol..i 4give u..

my little cousin was born few days ago..
lol..i so happy..i wan hug her..
she is she...my uncle 1st child..hope they can enjoy their happinese..
lol..hyper happy with this little gal come to my family..
i will love u..i love baby...and my uncle love me so much..so i will be ur sister..forever..n ever..love u baby..

this evening, me, vivi, michelle, and wei jie went to watch confession of shopaholic..lol
totally can represent indulgence spending in usa..and credit card make ppl in worse situation..
me, vivi, and michelle come out a conclusion..
three of us cannot have credit card...even one also CANNOT!!!
is a SERIOUS problem lol...
huhu!!i reali like to but shoes..three of us oso the same..and dresses
wei jie said: "no credit card for michelle"
poor michelle..but is good oso...dun wan have debts la...financial crisis..

haha..i have to control oso..nt good to indeulgence spending..
we have ate a GIANT yankee burger..
lol.. serve for 4 persons ..reali huge for me..
michelle remember upload the pictures...
lol..show everyone the huge burger..
i like it..but vivi din finish..waste lol..haha..she ended up with hungry when back home..

sleepy and tired..din do homework yet..need work lol..dun lazy..
lifecanbecomplicated, but i will enjoyed my life..