Thursday, May 20, 2010

以下文章是为了激励自己所写!!

我好无助 东西不会 也不知道该请教谁
今天读了一天 该会的大概都会了
可是心里还是有那么点点的不确定
想的越多 就忘得越多

害怕 还有该读的都还没读
明天就是考试
明天我会把所有东西都装进脑里
我一定可以 不会有问题的

我是谁?
开玩笑!!我怎么可能不会做
凡读过看过 都绝对没问题
明天就证明给自己看 我一定行!!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

我该怎么办?!

昨晚 我发了一个很大的神经
我哭我闹我烦我难过
不会处理我的情绪
他忙 我也忙
我想他 他也想我
可是我和他 都没能见面
而他就只会告诉我 想清楚吧
他:“以后我会更忙 你要想好好”
“现在还不算最忙 所以等我真的最忙时
可能 连给电话你都是问题”

我不知道该怎么办
想他 可却什么都不能做
自己难过 他也难过
我又不会处理现在的心情
昨天就这样的发了脾气

那个EQ很好的我 消失了
遇到这个他 我平静的心 也消失了
我该如何是好?
如何去维持这段关系
我要如何去控制我的情绪
谁来帮帮我 给我意见

我喜欢这段感情
舍不得放开
我不要找别人来代替你
不是每个人都可以成为你
我也没说一定会嫁给你
所以请不要想太多

笨shane

Sunday, May 9, 2010

now is 3.14am midnite
i havent sleep and i duno why
maybe i was struggle about my best fren
i'm not in her list anyway which without reason
again and again it happened
i so frustuated about this action

sometime i wonder..
am i difficult to mix around?
bcoz recently i found i less contact with my fren
and i duno what to chat with them
we have different topic
maybe we have different life standard
most of them are from rich background
or bcoz we having different life
i'm studying but you doing other than me

background and life
would these two reasons caused us separate apart even we are so close?

i really tired of these thingz
so sorry that i just leave it and concentrate for my final

the only happy thing i have is my dear ul
the one temporary never make me upset too much
and always stay with me
that nite i sent him a msg
the content is "nothing gonna change my love for you"
do you think he would understand?
i hope so
at least i felt his heart when i see him
sweet and warm