Saturday, February 27, 2010

such a life!

i was busy between study assignment work..
i dont even have my own life
life that i can enjoy my dinner
life that i can have 9 hours sleep
life that i can go back to hometown
life that i can concentrate on one responsibility
hmm...speechless with this life

what can i do for this?
i work for WHAT
money?experience?discipline?
i study for WHAT
knowledge?certificate?future?
i emo for WHAT...
this is my life

applying for BIG4
can i enter one of these four companies?
am i fulfill their requirement?
God...please help me..i pray for it..
thankz god

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Si3nzzzzz!!

yes..i'm working now..

at the mean time, i was wonder how i'm going to pass this 8th day of chinese new year

i came back kl so early just bcz i need to work

luckily my dear accompany me yesterday night

although he left at midnight bcz of his family non stop calling

since when guy become cinderella?

i miss him so much..and tonight i'm gonna be alone

he has to celeb at home with his so called ''big'' family...

huhu...miss him so much.. pity me

yesterday he told me his following schedule affter CNY

HE MAY LEAVES ME ALONE FOR FEW MONTHS

he going work at sabah or sarawak for his network purpose

yea..he going to have his own business and assets

but he lost his time with me...

i agreed he should work hard for his career

although he will buy me luxury things to clear my blaming

but the most luxury thing i want from him is time

hope he can spend some time with me

next year, i'm going to graduate

time to spend with each other will getting less and less

hmm...no choice to accept the destiny

hope my temperature wont go up and down like the share market

dear..i do appreciate you spend your time with me yesterday

i can feel your unwillingness when you leaving

want to say 'i love you' but this is too much than my feeling

so i would like to say between love and like..hehe

so mean..

Thursday, February 18, 2010

他为我的一切

爬了24楼 我们俩实在是有个够geng
lift坏了 他陪我走。。。。。24楼
我都快晕了 对他来说48楼
因为 他得走回下楼才能回家

这个行为 能不能证明什么呢?
除了家人 我真的是第一吗?
看他一步一步地陪我走上来又走回下楼
对于生病的他 一直在咳嗽
看了 我都难过 也觉得自己好小气
可是 我好想好想他可以陪陪我

我有点任性 有点无理取闹 有点小气
可是 他说 这是我
我可以很霸道 可是现在我觉得好惭愧

我有点自私 为了让他陪我 我就发脾气
他就任我闹 任我罚他 我知道他是很想
可是我到底还是会闹脾气 无奈
他一直在为他的事业忙碌
他为了家人 朋友 他在乎的人
而我只会闹他 一点都不成熟

虽然终究 我们还是和好了
可是我还是无法改变我的性格
撒娇 就是我
无言。。

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

新年快乐!情人节快乐!

这个post跟我过的新年一样

什么都迟一步

每38年一次的情人节新年一起过

这也是我和他的第一个情人节

可是在我身边的竟然是他最要好的朋友

不懂的 还以为他好朋友是我的男朋友

没有特别的礼物 没有一段电话

电话是我打的 信息也是我发的

3个星期了 应该快一个月了

我们没有见面 只有电话联系

昨天我从hometown回来 想说我可以见到他

可惜他忙到晚上才回来 我也没能见到他

今天我们也没能见面 他很忙我也有我的忙

我真的在你心里排第一位吗?

如果是真的 那就证明给我看