such a life!

i was busy between study assignment work..
i dont even have my own life
life that i can enjoy my dinner
life that i can have 9 hours sleep
life that i can go back to hometown
life that i can concentrate on one responsibility
hmm...speechless with this life

what can i do for this?
i work for WHAT
money?experience?discipline?
i study for WHAT
knowledge?certificate?future?
i emo for WHAT...
this is my life

applying for BIG4
can i enter one of these four companies?
am i fulfill their requirement?
God...please help me..i pray for it..
thankz god